Fears of a new mother

 

 

I fear the pain of giving birth
I fear holding his tiny frame, his little hands and feet
I fear giving him his first bath
I fear feeding him for I fear he’ll choke
I fear he’ll get cold at night
I fear the reasons for his unconsolable cry
I fear he’ll fall sick and I wouldnt know what to do
I fear our first outing together without Daddy

I fear Im not fit to be his mother for there’s so many things I dont know.. yet